I swear i say (x_fragmented_x) wrote in bruisedheart__x,
I swear i say
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Okay my favourite song that i elate most to would have to be 'Stockholm Syndrome' by Blink 182 from their album Blink 182.


This is the first (thing I remember)


Now it’s the last (thing left on my mind)


Afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper)


An empty heart (replaced with paranoia)


Where do we go (life’s temporary)


After we’re gone (like new years resolution)


Why is this hard (do you recognize me)


I know I’m wrong (but I can’t help believing)


 


I’m so lost


I’m barely here


I wish I could explain myself


But words escape me


It’s too late


To save me


You’re too late


You’re too late


 


You’re cold with disappointment


While I’m drowning in the next room


The last contagious victim of this plague between us


I’m sick with apprehension


I’m crippled from exhaustion


And I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me


 


This is the first (thing I remember)


Now it’s the last (thing left on my mind)


Afraid of the dark (do you hear me whisper)


An empty heart (replaced with paranoia)


Where do we go (life’s temporary)


After we’re gone (like new years resolution)


Why is this hard (do you recognize me)


I know I’m wrong (but I can’t help believing)


 


You see for me this relates the trouble i am having with a guy right now. The part where it says i know  i'm wrong but i  can't help believing. i know he might not like me and that it is wrong for me to wallow in my feelings but i just can't help believe there's a chance. It kinda makes me feel paranoid about the outside the world and especially him. I'm also afraid people can hear what i am thinking or know that i like him. When i listen to it it just hits a nerve and suddenly i feel like i have been transported into a different world where everything that happens is exactly what i want to happen but then it hurtles me back to reality and i have to make a choice.


 


Corney i am aware of that but it's just how i feel when i listen to that song.


 


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Not corney...just cute.
That was loverly, i liked it lots.

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